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Spooky!like.no.other 17-3-2009 Reality of Illusion
Why do we always cry when when we remember something aches or hurts? why do we always REMEMBER our sad events more than any moments? as we grow older we forget who we are, Always have a good intention about other people. Our closest persons are not even close enough to hear us. And we intend not to bother, for we can hear their answers in silence without talking. Saving time!!
Yesterday, it was the day that forces me to take out what’s in me. I’ve seen tear, a precious tears that define dignity!!! Which make me stop for a moment!. We become monsters, holding dirty thoughts on our shoulders. We are killers, eyes that fly like daggers, hearts that beat on stones.
I just had enough.
..... Thanx for reading Spooky 24-4-2008 REHAB
You couldn't feel the sunlight upon your face Post it Note: 8-3-2008 a Song6:56 AM
i just got into the office
i was in a terrible mood, dont want to metion the feeling i had yesterday
I've got an early call this morning, once i put my ass on the chair
it's an old voice, warm, and sound always caring.
never miss a day, but i missed those
life is not as always as we pictured??
we are the directors ! but no one noticed
and we keep blaming our selves,
why why why MEEEEEEEEEE
is this a test??
is God tested me, or he is punishing me!!!
when shall i take this mask of pretending, the mask that pleases the audience
i'm afraid that they wont like my reality
or shall i speak out the truth that is sickened me
everyday i see new things that build new cracks inside of me
all i need now is a smoke and blowing things away
i just lost my space !!
2-2-2008 unbarable HabbitI was there, sick and tired of people around me,
people who are just justifying their life according to other's.
it's really acward to live with people for a long perid of time and you are completely disconnected
you dont know nothing about them, or may be slighlty dropped little hi, with no intension in meaning it
sick of people who keeps lookin' in other's plate
and still hungery for tastin' that peice of cake
Do you think you'll walk away untasted??
people passin in our life and suddenly they are gone!
i'm sitting in a place that is a center of tropical storm.
i donu, anyone come in it, he's gone and be earesed as he wasnt there
but i'm still there, like a landmark, anyone passes i'm the their guid :/
it's a great thing once people seek for your help,
like you are the source of knowldge who knows everythin,the master mind, and can lead to the right direction
but it really becomes an annoying habbit,
and God it's irretating me without a price
where's my motivation, inspiration!!!
Why cant be me the real ME !!
i'm sick of this fake social life
People Satisfation comes first, the top priorty to reveal this unwanted Mask
Dream baby, ya, we'll make u whine over ur grave
Lies with sweet talk, good lookin Lizerds, beneath fansy dresses
Big smile, we garantee you the best
it's Suckin all my soul
How true, How sady true, and nothing dies slower or more painfully than a dream
and the MOST ..... we are suffering at the hands of someone we Loved and trusted
it's all a flux !!
ACCEPT THIS FUCKIN REALLITY !!
We cannot change who we are, until we Accept ourselves the way we are
WHY????
because ... hmmm, we dont see things as they are,
WE see things as we ARE !
>_< Godness :/
 ::: H.O.P.E :::
what we called, haah, hope, ya right!
it suppose to be, ummm means a candle lighting our way that maks us forget whatever we pay
leading' us to fear goal.
HOPE ..... is a candle which we NEVER bought
that makes the hardest thing seems soft !!
i'm not mad, dont ever think of that, i used to be an iceberg,
but i beleive only the top of it now, still floating in the ocean
 is that a Promise?!!
__Spooky__
18-12-2007 .
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