Why do we always cry when when we remember something aches or hurts?
How does it feel?
happy or sad moments?
have you ever tried to scream out load when there's no one to hear you?
comforts you, cry on a warm shoulder, that can take all you pain away!
You'll keep screaming and your heart will keep buiding cracks one after another
and becoming so weak, unthinkable with overdose delusion, HaHAAA ya, smile you still ALIIIVE!

why do we always REMEMBER our sad events more than any moments?
what you'll do when you discover that you've been fooled and you are no longer important in thier life?
they just need you as a mask to ware it infront of people, with a snow white smile.
how do you feel, love? or abused?

as we grow older we forget who we are,
i missed the beauty of life, i hardly force myself to smile.

 Always have a good intention about other people.
Don’t be fool with appearances, and surface behavior.
I’ve been broken for a time, having these unwanted thoughts hunting my soul day and night.
Questions without answers!!.
And I never dare to seek for answers into others.

 Our closest persons are not even close enough to hear us.

And we intend not to bother, for we can hear their answers in silence without talking.

Saving time!!

Yesterday, it was the day that forces me to take out what’s in me.

I’ve seen tear, a precious tears that define dignity!!!

Which make me stop for a moment!.

We become monsters, holding dirty thoughts on our shoulders.

We are killers, eyes that fly like daggers, hearts that beat on stones.

I just had enough.

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Thanx for reading

Spooky